宠物

蛮羡慕

小宠物

人人爱

美女抱

吃睡拉

小可爱

~G~

P.s:

有时候，想当个可爱的小宠物，一直一直陪在你身边。

Thanks God. I almost died

Thanks God. I almost died.

When I was 24.

.

Trying to overtake a long trailer going uphill with a brand new car.

Avoiding the car from opposite directions I hit a slope.

Thanks God for the slope else I will be found dead under the cliff.

.

I learnt that I will never be over confident in doing anything.

.

Thanks God. I almost died.

When I was 26.

.

The beam falls off due to the lousy crane operator.

The steels reinforcement of the beam comes down right between my legs and torn out my trousers.

Thanks God I have already stood a few steps behind else I will be found squashed under the beam.

.

I learnt that I am so damn luckily that I haven't died.

.

So, We should enjoy life.

You would not know what would happen next.

Life is fragile.

If you are dead. that's all, end of story. THE END.

~G~

P.S:

人，一死，什么都不重要了。

压力，成就，什么都好。

流芳百世，遗臭万年。

你死了，还重要吗？

东西可以有很多，命只有一条。

你可以很努力，可是也要很享受。

把握当下。开心就好。快乐就好。

人，一死，什么都不重要了。

26

26岁

。

我

。

很糟糕

。

还

。

不知道自己想要些什么

。

。

我不想当我渐渐知道我要些什么时，才发觉什么也都做不了了

就算做得了，也力不从心

。

毕竟

26岁

比27岁年轻

却比25岁老

。

~G~

P。S。：

26岁。我。什么都不缺。却又觉得什么都缺乏。

没有足够的金钱。至少还够吃够用。

没有稳定的事业。至少有份好工作。

没有心爱的女人。至少有几个朋友。

Hey you

May be 

you are not the prettiest girl I have ever met

but 

you are the only girl that I can never forget

Train the body as strong as the fort.

To protect the fragile heart that are not allowed to break again.

May be someday

You, My princess.

 May I protect ?

~G~

P.S.:

someday,someone,some will.

i believe.

Hope its not you

Miss $ – 니가 아니었기를 (Niga Anieottgireul/I Hope It’s Not You) (Narr. Verbal Jint)

난데 나 아직 사랑해?
사랑해 근데 너무 힘들다아직도 나는 널 잊지 못해It’s me… do you still love me?I love you but this is too hardI still can’t forget you

너무 아픈 사랑은 사랑이 아니었기를 Neo-mu a-peun sa-rang-eun sa-rang-i a-ni-eott-gi-reul
A love that is too painful I hope it was not love

너무 힘든 사랑은 사랑이 아니었기를Neo-mu him-deun sa-rang-eun sa-rang-i a-ni-eott-gi-reul
 A love that is too hard I hope it was not love

너무 아픈 사랑은 사랑이 아니었기를 Neo-mu a-peun sa-rang-eun sa-rang-i a-ni-eott-gi-reul
A love that is too painful I hope it was not love

그래 니가 내 사람이 아니었기를Geu-rae ni-ga nae sa-ram-i a-ni-eott-gi-reul
I hope you weren’t my person

너와 함께 걷던 거리 이젠 나 혼자서 걸어가겠지Neo-wa ham-gge geod-deon geo-ri i-jen na hon-ja-seo geol-eo-ga-gett-ji
The street I walked with youbI will now walk by myself

널 위해 비워둔 자리 이젠 내 생활로 채워갈게 ByeNeol wi-hae bi-weo-dun ja-ri i-jen nae saeng-hwal-lo chae-weo-gal-ge Bye
The spot I emptied for you Now I will fill it with my life, bye

몰랐었어 내입으로 이별을 뱉을줄 힘들었어 better than 독한 한잔의 술Mol-lass-eoss-eo nae-ib-eu-ro i-byeol-eul baet-eul-jul him-deul-eoss-eo better than dok-han han-jan-eui sul
I didn’t know that I’d say words of break up with my lips It was hard, better than a strong drink

잘 알잖아 나는 니 허락 없이는 아무 것도 하지 않던 바보라는 것을Jal al-janh-a na-neun ni heo-rak eobs-i-neun a-mu geot-do ha-ji anh-deon ba-bo-ra-neun geos-eul
You know that I was a fool who couldn’t do anything without your permission

난 마치 쇼생크의 죄수 너라는 구속이 내게는 너무 익숙한 걸Nan ma-chi syo-saeng-keu-eui joe-su neo-ra-neun gu-sok-i nae-ge-neun neo-mu ik-suk-han geol
I was like an inmate of Shawshank, so used to being imprisoned by you

허나 시간이 지나갈수록 모든 걸 이해할수록 조금씩 멀어짐을 느꼈어Ha-na shi-gan-i ji-na-gal-su-rok mo-deun geol i-hae-hal-su-rok jo-geum-sshik meol-eo-jim-eul neu-ggyeoss-eo
But the more time passes, the more I understand everything I felt a little distance more and more

잠시라도 너를 보기 위해 맘 졸이고 습관처럼 너를 내 사람이라고 믿고Jam-shi-ra-do neo-reul bo-gi wi-hae mam jol-i-o seub-gwan-cheo-reom neo-reul nae sa-ram-i-ra-go mid-go
I used to grow impatient just to see you for a moment Like a habit, I believed that you were mine

그렇게 너만 보며 살았는데 이제는 해줄 수 없는 말Geu-reoh-ge neo-man bo-myeo sal-att-neun-de i-je-neun hae-jul su eobs-neun mal
 I only looked at you but now I can’t tell you these words

사랑해 (그래 사랑하기는 해 하지만 이쯤에서 그만 헤어지는 게)Sa-rang-hae (geu-rae sa-rang-ha-gi-neun hae ha-ji-man i-jjeum-e-seo geu-man he-eo-ji-neun ge)
I love you (Yes, I do love you but I think we should break up now)

사랑해 너만을 (우리 사랑 끝이 보이는데 good bye 더 늦기 전에)Sa-rang-hae neo-man-eul (u-ri sa-rang ggeut-i bo-i-neun-de good bye deo neut-gi jeon-e)
I love you (I see the end to our love, good bye before it’s too late)

사랑해 (그래 사랑하기는 해 하지만 이쯤에서 그만 헤어지는 게)Sa-rang-hae (geu-rae sa-rang-ha-gi-neun hae ha-ji-man i-jjeum-e-seo geu-man he-eo-ji-neun-ge)
I love you (Yes, I do love you but I think we should break up now)

아직도 난 너만을 원해 (우리 사랑 끝이보이는데 good bye good bye)A-jik-do nan neo-man-eul weon-hae (u-ri sa-rang ggeut-i-bo-i-neun-de good bye good bye)
Still (I see the end to our love, good bye, good bye)

I only want you

이번엔 정말 다를거라 사랑은 모두 주는 게 맞는거라I-beon-en jeong-mal da-reul-geo-ra sa-rang-eun mo-du ju-neun ge mat-neun-geo-ra
I knew that this time wouldn’t be different I knew that love isn’t really about giving everything

아닌걸 알면서도 겪어 봤으면서도 그게 잘 안 되더라A-nin-geol al-myeon-seo-do gyeokk-i bwass-eu-myeon-seo-do geu-ge jal an doe-deo-ra
I experienced it once before but it wasn’t easy 

I know 모든 것은 나의 실수 하지만 나도 항상 미안함에 숨을 쉴 수 없을 만큼 힘들었어I know mo-deun geos-eun na-eui shil-su ha-ji-man na-do hang-sang mi-an-ham-e sum-eul swil su
Eobs-eul man-keum him-deul-eoss-eo
I know that everything is my mistakeBut I couldn’t breathe from being always sorry so it was hard

 사랑해도 외로웠어 변해가는 니 눈빛이 너무 두려웠어 sa-rang-hae-do oe-ro-weoss-eo byeon-hae-gi-neun ni nun-bich-i neo-mu du-ryeo-weoss-eo
 I love you but I was lonely I was so scared at your changing eyes

잠시라도 너를 보기위해 맘 졸이고 습관처럼 너를 내사람이라고 믿고Jam-si-ra-do neo-reul bo-gi-wi-hae mam jol-i-go seub-gwan-cheo-reom neo-reul nae-sa-ram-i-ra-do mid-go
I used to grow impatient just to see you for a moment like a habit, I believe that you were mine

그렇게 너만 보며 살았는데 이제는 해줄 수 없는 말Geu-reoh-ge neo-man bo-myeo sal-att-neun-de i-je-neun hae-jul su eobs-neun mal
I only looked at you but now I can't tell you these words

 사랑해 (그래 사랑하기는 해 하지만 이쯤에서 그만 헤어지는 게)Sa-rang-hae (geu-rae sa-rang-ha-gi-neun hae ha-ji-man i-jjeum-e-seo geu-man he-eo-ji-neun ge)
I love you (Yes, I do love you but I think we should break up now)

사랑해 너만을 (우리 사랑 끝이 보이는데 good bye 더 늦기 전에)Sa-rang-hae neo-man-eul (u-ri sa-rang ggeut-i bo-i-neun-de good bye deo neut-gi jeon-e)
I love you (I see the end to our love, good bye before it’s too late)

사랑해 (그래 사랑하기는 해 하지만 이쯤에서 그만 헤어지는 게)Sa-rang-hae (geu-rae sa-rang-ha-gi-neun hae ha-ji-man i-jjeum-e-seo geu-man he-eo-ji-neun-ge)
I love you (Yes, I do love you but I think we should break up now)

아직도 난 너만을 원해 (우리 사랑 끝이보이는데 good bye good bye)A-jik-do nan neo-man-eul weon-hae (u-ri sa-rang ggeut-i-bo-i-neun-de good bye good bye)
Still (I see the end to our love, good bye, good bye)

사랑이란 건 원래 불합리한거래 더 많이 사랑하는 사람이 힘이 든건데Sa-rang-i-ran geol weon-rae bul-hab-li-han-geo-rae deo manh-i sa-rang-ha-neun sa-ram-i him-i deun-geon-de
They say love is irrational The person who loves the other more suffers more

알면서도 너만 보며 참아온 나인데 왜 이제 와서 떠나려는건데Al-myeon-seo-do neo-man bo-myeo cham-a-on na-in-de wae i-je wa-seo ddeo-na-ryeo-neun-geon-de
I knew this and I held it in , but why are you leaving me now/Why didn’t you hold onto me?

사랑이란 건 원래 불합리한거래 더 많이 사랑하는 사람이 힘이 든건데Sa-rang-i-ran geon weon-rae bul-hab-li-han-geo-rae deo manh-i sa-rang-ha-neun sa-ram-i him-i deun-geon-de
They say love is irrational The person who loves the other more suffers more

다 알지만 참잖아 이제 왜 이런 날 잡아주지 않는데Da al-ji-man cham-janh-a i-je wae i-reon nal jab-a-ju-ji anh-neun-de
I knew this and I held it in , Why didn’t you hold onto me?

사랑해 (그래 사랑하기는 해 하지만 이쯤에서 그만 헤어지는 게)Sa-rang-hae (geu-rae sa-rang-ha-gi-neun hae ha-ji-man i-jjeum-e-seo geu-man he-eo-ji-neun ge)
I love you (Yes, I do love you but I think we should break up now)

사랑해 너만을 (우리 사랑 끝이 보이는데 good bye 더 늦기 전에)Sa-rang-hae neo-man-eul (u-ri sa-rang ggeut-i bo-i-neun-de good bye deo neut-gi jeon-e)
I love you (I see the end to our love, good bye before it’s too late)

사랑해 (그래 사랑하기는 해 하지만 이쯤에서 그만 헤어지는 게)Sa-rang-hae (geu-rae sa-rang-ha-gi-neun hae ha-ji-man i-jjeum-e-seo geu-man he-eo-ji-neun-ge)
I love you (Yes, I do love you but I think we should break up now)

아직도 난 너만을 원해 (우리 사랑 끝이보이는데 good bye good bye)A-jik-do nan neo-man-eul weon-hae (u-ri sa-rang ggeut-i-bo-i-neun-de good bye good bye)
Still (I see the end to our love, good bye, good bye)

너무 아픈 사랑은 사랑이 아니었기를 너무 힘든 사랑은 사랑이 아니었기를Neo-mu a-peun sa-rang-eun sa-rang-i a-ni-eott-gi-reul neo-mu him-deun sa-rang-eun sa-rang a-ni-eott-gi-reul
A love that is too painful, i hope it was not love

너무 아픈 사랑은 사랑이 아니었기를Neo-mu a-peun sa-rang-eun sa-rang-i a-ni-eott-gi-reul
A love that is too hard, I hope it was not love

너무 아픈 사랑은 사랑이 아니었기를 너무 힘든 사랑은 사랑이 아니었기를Neo-mu a-peun sa-rang-eun sa-rang-i a-ni-eott-gi-reul neo-mu him-deun sa-rang-eun sa-rang a-ni-eott-gi-reul
A love that is too painful, i hope it was not love

그래 니가 내 사람이 아니었기를Geu-rae ni-ga nae sa-ram-i a-ni-eott-gi-reul
I hope you weren't my person.

P.S:
听的是心情，唱的是心声。

幻想梦想vs残酷现实

偶尔

幻想活在自己梦想的世界里

。

因为

世界太现实复杂了

（还是自己太柔弱了？）

。

好

。

幻想的梦想：

。

一栋房子三间房

一妻二子一女儿

一天工作八到五

薪水不多却足够

。

拜六礼拜陪家人

到处走走去游玩

偶尔健身运运动

健健康康没烦恼

可是

残酷的现实：

 一栋房子三百千

一个老婆养不起

一天工作到半死

薪水不够做到死

。

拜六礼拜还工作

到处走走在梦里

健身运动没时间

头昏脑胀压力大

生活越来越苦了

一代不如一代了

还会有下一代吗？

舍得让下一代受苦吗？

～G~

P.S:

如果没有幻想自己活在梦想中的虚构的世界。

我已经不在这个世界了。

The Girl I Saw.

This song keep on playing in my mind and so does the face and the smile of that particular girl since last week.

Oh. this song is so so so that feeling.  (:

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the PENANG FAMOUS CENDOL STALL
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high. 
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last 'til the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you

Funny Cooking Time

Last time you cakap you tak tahu cooking.

So, pada suatu hari, I ada mood.

Jadi, I lah yang masak.

Last last bila I masak, you datang.

You cakap tak boleh macam ini tak boleh macam itu.

So, apa macam?

Mood I juga tidak bagus and I left you to cook alone in the kitchen.

OH!!!! Mengamuk juga.

I memang don't know apa fikiran perempuan.

@.@

lolz~ so funny when I was cooking and some memories comes back.

一个人多好。

做什么都好。

做得好，做不好， 都是自己承担。

~G~

P.s.:

Do something for your ownselves.

No mater how good or how bad the result is, it's still for your ownselves.

At least you will appreciate your own efforts.

Cheers~!!!

一个人

离乡背井已经快三个月了。

到一个没有人认识的地方。

一个没有认识的人的地方。

一个完完全全陌生的地方。

。

一个人

那又如何

还不是一样要吃饭睡觉上厕所？

生活还是一样要过。

。

一个人

就是要活得自由

。

一个人

就是要活得自在

。

一个人

就是要活得骄傲

。

一个人

要去哪儿就上哪儿去

。

一个人

说走就走

一个人

其实蛮孤单的

。

一个人

其实蛮寂寞的

。

管他的

。

活在现在这个时代

孤单一点也不孤单

。

活在现在这个时代

寂寞一点也不寂寞

。

脑袋瓜想一想

换个想法

没什么是做不到的

。

～G~

P.s:

人原本就是孤单寂寞的。

家人没有可能永永远远照顾你。

朋友没有可能一直一直陪着你。

恋人更不用说。

能一直陪着自己的就是自己。

孤单寂寞的感觉只是暂时的。

嗖～～～换个想法就过去了。 （：

随便。

偶尔的放纵,
偶尔的迷失。

开心就好,
玩乐就好。

不在意别人的眼光,
好好享受生活就好。

宁缺勿滥,宁滥勿缺。
两者都好,没有不好。

想太多的人,会开心吗?
我不开心,因为我想太多。
我开心,因为我什么都没想。

随便就好。

爱情在空白的时候,就是那么的随便。

不是不甘寂寞,而是只要有个人陪,那就好了。

~G~

P.s.:

I hv never party like this before.

Friday 12am till 5am.at Zouk.

Sat 5pm till 5 am.at Wheres the Party till 11pm then Zouk again.

Omg.this is tiring.but lots of fun.

What a great weekend escape.

我喜欢

喜欢看电影。
看的是电影,想象的是自己。
。
把自己当成主角,享受电影里的人生。
看完了电影,就像过了个不同的人生。
。
电影里感觉人生是精彩的。
电影后觉得人生是空虚的。
。
人生如戏,戏如人生。
。
一个人看电影,一个人的精彩。
两个人看电影,一起过的经历。
三个人看电影,一群人的故事。

p。s
也许人生实在是太短了,
许多许多,太多太多经历不了。
只好从电影中,想象中,弥补那些现实满足不了的事情。

When you have nothing.

A small piece of cake and a simple birthday song is more than sufficient.
.
I dont even expect any birthday cakes this year, what to say birthday song since I am at a new place living a new life with a new job.
.
Thank you very much.
.
And opps.i forget to make any wishes before blowing of the candle.

~G~

P.s.:
当你一无所有时,
最简单的,
往往是美好的。
终于领悟到知足常乐的道理了。
谢谢。

快乐不快乐

快乐走了,
没了快乐,
就不快乐了。
。
快乐回来了,
有了快乐,
但没那么快乐了。
。

~G~

.

P.S:
一开始的,都是最好的。
但,不懂得珍惜。
最好的,变没有了。

SIGN.SIGH.

It was a happy day today.
Have a great good night sleep after spa with the housemate.
Woke up early, smooth traffic.
Row down the window, enjoy the nice morning breeze and great songs from the radio.
Had a nice breakfast and relax for a while.
.
Smooth working day, and get to mix some CD.
.
With the new CD playing on the radio on the way home.
Its rains, and I saw two rainbows together.
I love rainbow as they are nice.
somemore, I saw the end of the rainbow on the highway.
Someone said there will be a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
I didnt saw any, might some car just ran over it or someone have took the pot of gold away.
.
It a nice day.
I felt so happy after all.


~G~

P.s.:
I started to remember about the ex.
Just like rainbow. She appears beautifully.
Then vanished without any sign.
It's a sign.
I sighed.
Things that give you the most happiness will hurt you the most.

暧昧

喜欢,但不够喜欢。
浅浅的爱,深深的喜欢。
。
因为没有付出过什么,
所以不会得到些什么。
。
比朋友还要好,离恋人还差多少。
。
徘徊在这个灰色地带,
这种感觉永远最好。
彼此伤害不了对方。
却拥有恋爱的感觉。
。
暧昧,需要很大的勇气。
暧昧,需要很狠的决心。
暧昧,徘徊在边缘。
一念之间,
被伤害的永远都是自作多情的那一方。
。
暧昧,是可以拥有好几个对象的。
这不是花心。
只不过是分散投资。
到处去累计那些浅浅的爱。
。
好让那支离破碎的心得到滋润,
慢慢好起来,迎接下一段恋爱。
.
~G~



























p.s .:
其实,恋爱就像投资那样。
风险越大,回报越高。
你会如何选择呢?

来来去去，去去来来。

久的不去，新的不来。

久的已去，新的没来。

胡子不剃，谁还会来。

剃了胡子，还没人来。

来来去去，去去来来。

久的不去，新的不来。

～G~

p.s.:

愛對方多一點還是被對方愛多一點，從來不是我們選擇的。我 們所嚮往的愛情，跟我們得到的，往往是兩回事。
新的地方，新的开始。 (:
要加油哦！

重要不重要

谁比谁重要,
已经不重要。
妳是最重要,
我却不重要。
.
总是说妳要,
不管我需要。
出国妳就要,
连我都不要。
.
见我妳不要,
朋友妳就要。
谁比谁重要,
我最不重要。
.
一句妳不要,
这就是妳要。
管我要不要,
不要就不要。
.
我想吃毒药,
小命不想要。
上帝说不要,
你还有我要。
.
既然神都要,
干嘛命不要?
管妳要不要,
我还有神要。
.
钞票要不要?
包包要不要?
有实力炫耀,
哪怕没人要?
.
若想要炫耀,
工作最重要。
如果没鈔票,
有谁还会要?
.
还是有人要?
等于中马票。
不是妳不要,
别人就不要。
.
脸蛋很重要,
身材更重要。
学问很重要,
皮包更重要。
.
不要说想要,
说我一定要。
要什么?
要风得风要雨得雨,要车要屋要美女。

~G~



























ps。
最近,有人说,"男人,有钱就作怪,没钱也作怪。
倒不如嫁个有钱人."
...."然后自己就用他的钱去作怪"...这时我突然想到的。哈哈。

爱与不爱

就算掩饰得再好。
还是会露出蛛丝马迹的。






































况且,
就连离开之前见个面也不要。

这样的感情,
还重要吗?
我,
真的有被爱过?

~G~

p.s:
爱不爱？行动就可以证明了。
我要求你离开前来见我一面，有那么难吗？
你男朋友是也。