星期天

听了星期六的讲道...

我决定星期日也去了...

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this time....PS Daniel Ross...he talks about his friend, John..from BanGladesh !

he talks about how unfortunate is John.(he supposed to study at italy but beinG cheated to Malaysia and work at PizzaHut and his passport and visa was beinG sold by his aGent!)he talks about how John 1st know Jesus.he talks about how John convert to Christian from Islam.and a lots....and i heard someone cryinG durinG the preach.i just iGnore it...

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who knows...suddenly the Guy in front of me stands up...PS Daniel Ross asked him to come up and share his testimonials.JOHN is sittinG in front of me all the time and i don't know...

when i saw him...i felt pity of him and i almost cry.i didn't.i hold my tears. because i know he had met GOD! GOD BLESS YOU JOHN!

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i felt how lucky am i then....yea! everyone should felt lucky with what they are now.no matter how bad the situation you are in. there will be someone that are 100times or 1000times far more unlucky than you.

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well...

Go to Ferrari factory everyday doesn't makes you a Ferrari.

Go to fishmarket everyday doesn't make you a fishmonGer.

and so does GoinG to church doesn't make you a Christian.

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i Go to church but am i a real Christian?

Ironically....i am a Christian. that's written in the column at my birth cert.

but i doesn't life like Christian.

Sorry GOD.

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i still smokinG! i still DrinkinG! i still doinG wronG thinG all the time ! i confessed after i done wronG thinGs as i know you will forGive me ...but....i still doinG it aGain !!! even thouGh i know that it was so wronG!.oh ! GOD ! i'm such a failure !plz...save me!!!

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At niGht.

i Go for swimminG and squash!

i love the swimminG parts because..the pool was so clean and no one there...

and that was the 1st time i SWIMMING NAKED!!!! in a PUBLIC SWIMMING POOL!

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after a few laps i swim...a Guy came in..and then he turn away.

i was so nervous and quickly Go and Grabs my trunks.

then...i think he asked more friends to come in then ~! T.T

luckily i had my trunks on and i am leavinG ! wahhaha !

it was so cold that niGht and my balls shrinks like i don't even have balls O.o...

wahhaha ~! anyways ! it was so nice swimminG naked !!!

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Genesis 3:10.

The man replied, "i heard you movinG about in the orchard, and i was afraid because i was naked. so i hid."

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i wonder. if ADAM and EVE didn't tricked by the serpent. We miGht be ended up not wear anythinG !!! and we are all NAKED but not feelinG afraid or shameful.

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i LOVE beinG naked ! <3

~G~

p.s.:

when you meet GOD.

either you chanGe or GOD chanGe!

but FYI!

GOD will never chanGe!