for the one i love, YOU

I love YOU

YOU have so many thinGs no one else will ever have

YOU have all my love~~now and forever

YOU have my admiration~~for being such an incredibly precious person

YOU have my unendinG Gratitude~~for the way YOU briGhten my life

YOU have my hopes~ all Gently hoping YOU know how Glad I am that you warmed my world and touched my very soul

YOU have my every affection

YOU have my desires and dreams

YOU even have thinGs there are no words for

YOU have whispered words that belonG to YOU, thouGhts YOU have inspired, and blessinG that have touched the deepest part of my heart.

YOU have the most beautiful wishes the star and I can wish and my prayer that someday I’ll be able to thank YOU for all this.

YOU have a standinG invitation to share the days with me~~and to be the one and only person who holds the key to my happiness.

YOU have arms I want around me, eyes I want to lose myself in, and a joy in your voice that I could listen to forever.

YOU have empty paGes in the story of your life~ paGes I’d like us to write toGether…filling them with memories we’ll make and stories that will travel beside us and carry us over whatever comes alonG.

YOU have my sweet appreciation~ for takinG my smiles places that my heart has only dreamed of.

And YOU’ll always have me, my “thank-god-for- YOU” feelinGs, and soooooo much love.

~GreG~

However….

who the hell are YOU???

p.s:
just for fun... XD
the YOU mentioned above doesn't exist YET!!
YET, just doesn't exist YET cause i do really hope the YOU will appear in my life...
be the one and the only one i want, i need, i desire, and i LOVE!
anyone????

YEah YEah !!eatinG...shoppinG movie+inG

AWWWWWWHHHhhhHH!!!!!
lonG time didn't go out walk walk relax relax and"Gai Gai"already !!
haha..
that day ...ME JOSEPH JINGJIE 3 of us go out relax relax !!! yeah !!!

so here Goes our plan:
1. Go jusco BALAKONG buy movie ticket
2. JOSEPH cut hair at jusco BALAKONG
3. LUNCH at jusco BALAKONG
4. Go MID-VALLEY shopinG and dinner
5. watch movie back at jusco BALAKONG

wow wow !!! the plan looks nice yea !! wakaka !! :D
but then we screw it up !! wakakaka !!
out of 5 of it ...we only did 2....the 1st and the last ...wahaha ...

accidents do happen !!!
so...JOSEPH fail to cut his hair..
we failed to have dinner at MID-VALLEY...T^T
i wanna eat i-draGon...wuuwuuhuhuhu...T.T

so sad....so i learned somethinG...
lesson 1: never plan when wanna Go shoopinG!!!so it won't screw you up at the end of the day !!!

at the end of the day...
we watched.........................*DENGDENGDENGDENG!!!*
《葉問》

wow !!i love this scenes so much !! this Guy is so fcukinG relaxinG!! wakaka !!


yeah !! i love this movie so much !!!
it talks about.....
Go watch yourself la !! aiyo !!!
yeah !!! i love MOVIE !!! MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE !!!

however !!!
nothing is Greater than this...
Guess what!!!
Yeah~ YEAh~ !
i bouGht a new cloth !!!
new shirt~~yeah yeah~~
fittinG room+ME+future new cloth+mobile phone~~yeah yeah !!

so...how was my new cloth???

SIlenT nighT~~~

"~~silenT NighT~~Lonely Night~~" T.T
on my god....
this is my 1st x-mas eve and perhaps x-mas without my family....T^T
daddy!!!mummy!!!Esther!richarD! michelle!!!
i miss u guys!!!!

Usually....
during x-mas eve...
our whole family will have dinner together....
my daddy will cook for us !!
oh gosh !!i so so so miss my daddy cooking oh !!! T.T
and also stuffed turkey!!!
then we watch movie together...
drinking wine !! wakakaka !!
i love my daddy..
he let me drink since i'm still a little kid!! haha..
so does my brother and sister!! :D

this is how i celebrate x-mas eve the pass of my life....

HOwever...
things changes when i'm at university....T.T
this is what i ate during x-mas eve..haha...


scallop chicken with cheese
deep fried potato
chicken...with recipes invented by Milton

sauce for.....fettuccine...

fettuccine...

in case of not being lonely...
i asked Milton, Abang kaRim, ALbert, Juanda to join the dinner...
haha...after dinner .... SIenZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz again.....T.T
that's my silent night...

~GreG~


p.s:
when i call milton and asked him for dinner...
G:死仔...等下zomok???
M:哦...今天平安夜是不是..:D..什么都不做...在家里平平安安..silent silent地过平安夜!!!
G:!@#$!@$!@#$!#@$!@#!$@#......=.=

不负责任臭男人的世界

since NaiCin and Cindy always call me 不负责任的男人 ….
I decided to change my blog name became
“ 不负责任臭男人GreG的世界”
meaning that “irresponsible stupid freak’s world” hahaha…
so I’ll come out with something like how to be a irresponsible guy….
a freak…..an asshole…..a bad guy….someone that girls hate….
haha…..hope to see you guys soon !!!
“MuaHAHAHAHAHAH…..MuaHAHAHAHAHAHA”*evil laugh*


~GreG~

aLL bY MysELf... T.T

"all by my self~~~~ it's gonna be ....ALL BY MY SELF!!!!! ~~~~"uhhh.... :'(

sTARt fRoM nOw, i'm totally islanded.....
WHat the HEck !... T.T i'm all alone !! home alone too !!!

today,after having breakfast....
i sent Joseph to KTM !!
that G.U.Y is going H.O.M.E !!!

then, is LAUREN !!
stuPid ! JinGJie also leaving at the samE day.. as Joseph...

Nai Cin !! CinDY !!
all my cool hanging out fren were gone !!
since last week !!
life without them = B.O.R.I.N.G lah !!

MiltOn stay SO FARRRRRRRR!!!!
wanna find him also hard...
all i get is my DEar AlberT...
which always go cc with sam n juanda !! :D
oh my god...

i'm all alone this particular moment !!!
i wanna SinG K !!!
i wanna PLay SquasH!!!
i wanna go broga supper !!!!
T^T
without u guys....
what's life i'm having ??@.@
watching movir for 24- 7 in my small stinky room....wuuuhhhhhuhhhuuuu... :(

worst thing is ...
i just found out i'm sick... #.#
GOD !! you are so so so GOOD~~~! >.<

T^T

ARGGGGG!!!!! oh my GOD !!!!
i lose mY craziest VoicE !!!! T^T
i can't sing can't shout can't speak as much as i want !!!!!

TodaY, I waS goIng To sCAre Joseph wHen heWalked Out oF his Room...
JingJiE was in front giving me sign !!
I jumpEd ouT and SCReaM as lOud as I could!!!
"WAHhhhhhh........................................ !!!"
i screamed, but then..only "WA" that come out ...all those HHHhhHHHHhhhhH is silence...
that moment, just that i realized I LOST MY VOICE!!! omfg !!

anyhow!!

erkk hmmnnn... my attempt is success !!
i scared him !!
wahaha !! so funny !!!
i wonder when would i get back my voice and scare him until he pee on his pants !!
wakakaka !!

worst thing is....
we go eat KFC and eat popcorn while watching movie..."IP MAN"... :D

我还是我自己吗?

那天夜里
趁自己
在梦中熟睡的时候
把自己的心偷走了
捡到了一个装满荆棘的盒子
把心放进去

拿着银色的小盒子
跑了很久很久
很久很久
到了悬崖边缘
把盒子锁好
抱着它
跳了下去

梦中熟睡的自己
醒来之后
继续重复着忙碌的每一天

~GreG~

“喂！！！你们去了哪里啊？？？”我问自己
“咦？为何我回这么问啊？？”我再问我自己
不知曾经何时…总觉得自己少了些什么似的…

解脱

曾经
有个念头
很想一了百了
脱离这个世界

但是
人走了
问题还是存在着啊

也许
就这样走了
所谓的家人和朋友
才会多想我一点
才多关心我一点
才会觉得没有了我会很不习惯
才会真正注意到我当时的存在

可是
我已经不在这个世上了啊
而不再存在的我是真正的存在了
只不过那是迟来的存在感
那时候的我应该也感觉不到了吧
很讽刺吧?

后来
再伤心难过一阵子
他们就把给我忘了
继续忙碌于这个现实的繁华荣界
那时候的我的存在只是一个墓碑
再过几年
连墓碑都不再存在了

那时候
自己就跟本不存在这个世界了
连存在过的痕迹都不存在了

~GReG~

“我…真的在这个世界上存在过或存在着吗???”我问上帝

不懂幸福究竟是否也是一种幸福

拥有最多幸福的人....

不懂幸福.....

拥有最少幸福的人... i would like to end up my life...

不懂幸福... by my own...silently..peacefully

没有幸福的人.... i am a loser either gambling...

不懂幸福..... or in my life....

不懂幸福的人... fat and ugly...

不懂幸福.... poor and stupid....

懂得幸福的人.... don't have any goodluck....

不懂幸福.... but just badluck...

活着...就是幸福... no one truly love me including myself...

死去...就是幸福... the world is great but not for me....

i'm not sad nor happy...

我想... jz feeling empty n wanted to kill myself...

我会是在站在最高峰.... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....without pain...

往下跳而还没着地时.... let me rest in peace one day....

那段短短的时间内...

才真正会有幸福....

全世界也会得到幸福....

是几秒无须翅膀的飞翔...

还是无能为力的往下降...

是升空...还是坠落...

呼吸着高空希薄的空气....

呼吸着在世界的最后一口气...

在血肉模糊前是幸福....

在血肉模糊后是幸福....

幸福是我的消失...

还是我的存在....

犹豫之中....

幸福溜走了....

~GreG~

无影无踪...无始无终....幸福.....

长大了...还剩多少幸福...

无可取代...

即使流血堕落...

仍要活得自我...

长大了...

渐渐失去自我...

悠悠荡荡....

迷失在人海中...

长大了...

多了好多好多朋友...

猪朋狗友...

却失去了从前的知心....

长大了...

经验多了好多...

好多好多...

但全都是不堪设想的....

长大了...

懂得的更加多了....

自以为了不起了....

对待长辈父母都开始放肆了...

长大了...

失去的比得到的成了对比...

得到的永远比失去的少....

长大了...

幸福还剩多少...

屈指可数...

年龄在增加生命却在流逝...

长大了...

对你的爱...

时而增加时而减少...

唯独增加的只有痛苦...

长大了...

还有多少机会...

不求回报的给予...

全心全意地付出...

长大了....

真的大了...

真的长大了...

真的真的大了...

真的真的长大了...

小时很想赶快长大....

长大后才渐渐发现到...

原来长大一点都不好玩....

~GreG~

从前真好虽然什么都没有...

感觉得到自己的存在...是一种幸福...

渐渐的…

感觉上自己的存在真的很稀薄…
觉得自己的存在比灰尘还不如…

渐渐的…
感觉上认识的朋友越来越多…
但是能一起谈心的越来越少…

渐渐的…
每天坐在电脑前面...
在网络上的虚构世界…
寻找能够倾述秘密与不满的空间…

渐渐的…
能稍微感觉到自己的存在了…
是存在在电脑虚拟的世界呢???
还是存在于这个现实的世界???

~GreG~

开始时…
总是问自己….
却没能得到肯定的答案….
最后终于决定了….
是存在于这现实世界的另一空间…

Where's my Older BLog???it's here...http://gregoryvoo.spaces.live.com

http://gregoryvoo.spaces.live.com
this is my previous blog !!! :D !!!
and i'm still using it ...
haha ...
it's kinda lag ..so i moved to here... :D